"HEADS UP TEAM !"

Don't think about being successful in life.
If you are alive,you are successful.
If you wake up in the morning,you are successful.

The music sucks.
The movies suck.
The TV shows suck.
What the deuce are Sikikin and Reikin?
How could possibly live in this stressful country?

It is very hard to say if there is a Heaven or a Hell.
Therefore there is no afterlife.
If there were a Heaven,it could be over populated there.
So God didn't make any Heavens.
You just evaporate from the world.

By the time I was naive at age 13,I'd never had a nose bleed.
So,I thought that I would never have one.
However,things didn't go as I had expected.
When I was drinking water from the drinking fountain in the park,
my evil friend sneaked behind me and hit my head hard.
I struck my innocent nose against the water fountain
Then my nose started to bleed a lot.
I thought I bled to death at this point.
This is the first nose bleed in my entire life

My classmate asked for a pen and I loaned him a pen.
After the class,I saw him leaving the classroom with my pen.
I saw watching it without saying a thing.
Actually I could have yelled at him like this.
"Give the fxxking thing back to me."
But I konw I would have regretted it.
I was determined to let it go this time because it's technically not my pen.
The pen is completely unfamiliar to me and I don't know where it came from?
I mean I stole someone's pen somehow.
In my case,I know I didn't borrow any pen from anybody,though.
The moment I saw what happened to the pen,I realized how a pen comes and goes.

You're a migranting bird.
You fly through the skies.

You fly with the burden of your sorrow.
No matter how sad you are,you just can't stop flapping your wings.

You fly with your scars.
No matter how deep they are,how painful they are,you only spread your wings.

You fly anywhere you want to go.
No matter where you go,the sky will be there.

You fly through the skies.
No matter how cloudy the sky is,you just keep flying until you kiss your life good-bye.


You fly across the sea.
You fly to the land.
You have a nest there and rest your wings.
However,you have no intention of staying in the same place.
You leave a place,even if you're so accustomed to it that you want to stay.
You fly again to start a new chapter.
But you don't know where you should go?
Your wings want to go someplace where there is nobody you know.
It just might be where you want to go.

I think I have had a LD since I was born stupid.
It's because I just can't concentrate on anything that I'm not interested in.
My mind is always somewhere else or it is in my own little world,daydreaming.
It won't be cured until I say good-by to my life.
I also think I have a mild ADD.

You walk.
You stumble over.
You are blown down.
Your blood is running from the cut.
The blood doesn't stop you.
You walk as you leave the past.
You drop something.
Something passes you.

There is conflict in your heart.
You see two different individuals in it.
One of them wants things to change.
The other wants things to stay where they are now.
As a matter of fact,your mind wants to change your situation.
You're just afraid of taking the first step and you're scared that
things won't go exactly the way you planned.
Make a step forward or nothing will change.
Don't afraid of losing and just hold on to your beliefs tight.
After your first step,it's just as important to keep going,
no matter how dark your way is.

As you know I'm a biggest fan of ALF.
I'm an owner of all the ALF DVDs.
I"ve watched all the episodes.
But of course this doesn't mean that I understood everything.
So,I haven't been satisfied with that.
I'm trying to understand it as well as I can.
I mean I look up the words I don't know.
And I know there are many vocabulary words and slang.
Also there are many expressions I never understand.

Alf likes eating cats and he wants to go trick or treating on Halloween day.
But he can't do that beacuse he is an alien.

ALF:I'm going to come back with a bag full of cats.
Lin :Nobody gives you cats.
ALF:You have to bob for cats.

At first I totally don't understand what bob means?
In this case,unless I understand a traditional game which is called " Bobbing for apples",
I'll never understand the meaning.

I think it's freaking hard to get it.

Reality isn't going to be exactly what you expect.
Reality isn't as easy as you think.
Reality can betray you but you can't betray reality.
Reality penetrates your expectations.
Prepare yourself for the worst senario.
Otherwise you flounder to death in your expectations.